~Let Me~

I sit in the quiet sometimes. Last night I happened to have a pen and paper next to me. I sat there and this kinda just ended up on my paper.


~Let Me~

Today I walked past you and you didn't notice Me.

Then I sat next to you and you ignored Me.

I strolled beside you and you pretended I wasn't there.

I was right in front of you and you pushed Me out of the way.

Why?! Why do you avoid Me? Have you forgotten who I am? I am always there for you! Why? Why don't you trust Me? I am the Great Comforter. Let Me help you. Let Me be the one you can always turn to. Let Me.

Fishy Business

So Mr. Bubbles is getting worse again. I decided to take him out of the fish tank and put him back into a vase. I have some stuff you put in the water for 7 days. So today is day 2. He still has this white fuzzy stuff growing out of his face. It is actually quite creepy. He seems to stay at the bottom instead of his normal mid to top of the tank personality. I admit I am quite worried about the little guy.

Life lately

Well I know I have neglected this thing for a while now. It is a short while until all my kiddies are in school so I am trying to enjoy every minute with them.


Mr. Bubbles has been doing the sick thing again. He had some white stuff that looked like cotton growing out of his face. He also wasn't eating. He seems to be getting better now. Man do I get attached to pets.


I have discovered that if you eat the wrong kind of carbs they make you tired and grumpy. Well that is what they do to me. I seem to be a regular behind the wagon. I am getting some bruises from it to. lol But a recent discovery of someone who is eating based on the glycemic index has inspired me to get my behind back up on that wagon and super glue it to a seat.


Have you ever had one of those times where you just feel blue? For no reason I am kinda blue lately. Kinda like I lost a part of me somewhere and I don't know where I put it. I have all I need and God so why this blueness? Eh...maybe I'll figure it out.



We have found a church we like and I am greatly enjoying it. As with the healthy eating thing I am lagging in the daily reading and communication with the Father. I forget Him for a day or 2 and then I come back to Him all franticly sorry. Bad way to do it. I never worry about where we will get the money to pay bills and such. I always believe He will provide for my family's needs. This is the opposite of my hubby. He seems to worry a lot about this stuff. I have always had what I call blind faith. I don't worry about anything. I know He will take care of me because He always has and I know He always will. So to hubby it looks like I don't care. But in all reality I do care it is just I have laid everything at the feet of the Lord and know He will take care of us. Matthew 6:25-34 is what always comes to mind.